I was talking to a new client this morning & she told me that “making progress always takes longer & is more difficult” for her, compared to others.
She went on to explain that her previous efforts to gain strength/endurance have looked like “a lot of time & work with minor rewards”, while her peers apply less effort & see more results.
I am all too familiar with the mindset of “everyone has it easier than I do”… I was the queen of playing up my own personal suffering & clung hard to all my reasons.
It felt good to point to things outside my control.
It felt good to resent those who performed better than I did.
It felt good to focus on how hard it was for me, personally.
… But sometimes the things that make us feel “good” are the things making us absolutely f*cking miserable.
Because I operated under this pretense for so long (& still battle it), I can tell you that wallowing and ruminating and assuming that other people have it easier is guaranteed to make you miserable.
#1: You never have the full picture, not even of your best friend. You don’t know how long they’ve really been at this, or the years of hard work at something else that’s helping them out in this new realm. You don’t know how hard they are truly working. You don’t know what they’re doing (or not doing) every hour of every day. You don’t know what’s going on in their head. You don’t know what the cost of their results really are.
#2: Even if you did have the full picture and you knew with 100% certainty that it truly is “just easier for them”… Ok, and? Now what? Are you gonna give up on something that matters to you because “it’s just harder for me”, and then never even come close to where you could have gotten had you just stayed in your lane & believed you could improve?
Come on now.
Beyond that, stop assuming there’s this elusive “easy mode” that other people are playing the game in. The “easy level” doesn’t really exist. Different/new hard things just replace old hard things.
I remember being a white belt in Brazilian Jiu Jitsu, getting my ass kicked by blue belts, & thinking “Jiu Jitsu is just easier for them”.
Now I’m a blue belt and LOLLLLLLLLL.
It doesn’t get easier. You just unlock new hard.
Please stop with the narrow focus on how hard your pursuits are, whatever they are. Stewing in this sense of powerlessness / unfairness is so insanely demotivating & will lead you to believe that your actions have less value (so you’ll take less action and thus get less results and thus feed into your self-pity cycle).
Self-pity is not self-compassion. Self-pity is egocentric & isolating. Self-compassion plugs you back into the collective and reminds you that your human struggles are the same human struggles that have been repeating themselves for millions of years (and that humans have been overcoming for millions of years).
Your ability to be resourceful and persist and do hard things is not inadequate. You possess all the needed faculties to be better than you were before, and then better than that.
Quit torturing yourself with made-up stories that are not helping you grow. Mind your business & keep going. ❤️
Peace & Love,
Sofia